Letter of testament
(3) On the bookshelf at home, my books and clothes are all to be handled by my parents. Any clothing items in the wardrobe can be discarded directly, while the books should be dealt with at their discretion. (2) My belongings have already been sorted out. On the bedside cabinet, apart from a magazine belonging to Nurse Chen, the rest are either mine or related to illustrations. If they are not needed, please feel free to throw them away. The only exception is a set of "The Twin Dragons of the Tang Dynasty," which I have read over ten times and has accompanied me through many moments; please incinerate it with me. (2) My belongings have already been sorted out. On the bedside cabinet, apart from a magazine belonging to Nurse Chen, the rest are either mine or related to illustrations. If they are not needed, please feel free to throw them away. The only exception is a set of "The Twin Dragons of the Tang Dynasty," which I have read over ten times and has accompanied me through many moments; please incinerate it with me. If there is an afterlife, I will surely live long. January 5, 2008 (1) After my death, please proceed with cremation as soon as possible, handling everything discreetly. It has already been hard on everyone during my life, and after death, I wish for simplicity. Although Zhang Xuanning's posthumous note expresses a desire to continue living, it is merely a wishful thought. After years of illness, my parents have devoted much care to me. They are devout Buddhists and recite scriptures for me daily, but I have already run out of energy. Just thinking about it makes my heart ache like a knife. Mom and Dad, I can no longer repay you.
On the bookshelf at home, my books and clothes are all managed by my parents. Any clothing items in the wardrobe that can be discarded should be thrown away directly, while the books should be handled with discretion.
(2) My belongings have long been sorted out. On the bedside cabinet, apart from a magazine belonging to Nurse Chen, everything else is either mine or related to the illustrations and books. If they are not needed, please feel free to dispose of them directly. The only exception is a set of "The Twin Dragons of the Tang Dynasty," which I have read over ten times and has accompanied me through many moments. Please incinerate it along with me.
If there is a next life, I will surely live a long time
January 5, 2008
(1) After my death, please arrange for my cremation as soon as possible, handling everything discreetly. I have already caused everyone enough trouble during my life, and I wish for everything to be kept simple after my passing
The posthumous writings of Zhang Xuanning
Although I still wish to live, it is merely a desire. After suffering from illness for several years, my parents have devoted themselves to my care. They are devout Buddhists and recite scriptures for me daily. However, I have already exhausted all my strength. Whenever I think of it, my heart feels like it is being torn apart. Father and Mother, I can no longer repay you.